I\'ve been feeling pretty shitty lately. My grandma is slowly dying, and while my mom, grandpa, and I are helping her the best we can its not enough, and can\'t be, and i\'m stressed about that because i feel like I /have/ to be the calm one all the time and I just hate that. Ya know..I hate it. Because my mom freaks out so easily, I feel like I have to the calm one for her so she doesn\'t go crazy trying to deal with all of this. But i\'m not always home, because of work, and things go down hill, and then I feel like I have to rebuild everything and it\'s just not fun. It\'s stressful, and shitty, and I end up feeling like crap because of it.....

I changed my mind, go back Home.

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