Today I made a decision that is not sitting well with me. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it: if I made the right or wrong choice. The guilt is completely overwhelming me. Even though I believe I made the “logically” correct decision, I can’t help but find myself compulsively feeling terrible ever since it’s happened. Making this decision has broken my heart and I feel physically in pain. It’s only been a few hours of me having to deal with the repercussions of my decision and I’m absolutely terrified of what is to come. I can’t seem to do anything correctly, even regarding things i’m so passionate about. Lately i’ve been feeling like i’m a failure in every aspect of my life . I’m loosing myself, I can feel it and I can see it. But this decision today seems like I confirmed it.

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