My fiancee is in the Marine Corps and, regardless of \'knowing what I signed up for,\' it still pains me every time he leaves to go somewhere. He\'s here for a week to two weeks, and then he just disappears again for.. Months at a time. This time around, however, he was back for Holiday leave and he was here for a good two weeks. Those two weeks, I never felt depressed. I never felt like there was anything weighing down my shoulders.. Nothing like that. He\'s like an antidepressant. Always making me happy. But, he had to leave a few days ago, and I\'ve just been struggling to get out of bed, no matter what I try. I started taking my Prozac a good 5 days in advance because I knew this was going to happen, but it just doesn\'t seem to be working. I slept until 6 PM the first day, 3 PM the next, and 5 PM today. I just.. I really hate this feeling. I wish it would just go away.

I changed my mind, go back Home.

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