I am so alone. I feel like I have nobody I can turn to. I need somebody here who I can just hug or tell everything to or cry in front of and I don\'t have that/ I\'m at college and my best friend who goes to another school (who I was together with and all this stuff happened and she left me but still best friends) has not been around for me much. I know that she is not trying to make time and spends all her time with her new best friend/girl but I\'m just so lost. She\'s the one person who knows everything (besides how much I have hurt myself lately). One other knows a lot but doesn\'t care anymore. I do not know how to continue like this. All I\'ve wanted is to cuddle up with someone and be able to just spill my heart out and cry if I need. I can\'t have that and I feel a physical pain because I am so broken and have nobody to stand by my side as I go through with. I\'m dealing with so many things like eating, self-harm, sexuality, stress, worthlessness etc and I just don\'t know how to do it.

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