My ex boyfriend died of a heroin overdose in August. It still weighs heavy on my heart and I\'m worried that one day it\'ll be too much for my partner and won\'t want to deal with my night terrors and random spats of depression. All I\'ve ever wanted was to love someone with all my heart and feel a love returned in the same fashion. I\'ve been with so many abusers, while myself have never touched a drug, or been maliciously mean to anyone in my entire life. I hope my past will be seen as something that made me strong, and not hopeless.

I changed my mind, go back Home.

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