I\'m at a bit of a loss. I\'m 24, and am working through a long period of depression sparked by a breakup from a three year relationship, two years ago. I know I should be over it by now - a couple really low months, maybe, but two years is far too long - but I can\'t shake the feelings I have for her. I\'d like to believe I don\'t love her anymore. She\'s changed considerably, and is doing and experimenting with different things, but deep down I know I\'ll always shoulder any past blame, forgive her faults, and still love her in the end. I\'d invested all I was into that relationship - it was really my first true love. The break up quite literally broke me. I lost my purpose and direction then, and am still adrift even now struggling to find myself again. Any self esteem, confidence, or positive self image I once knew are now non-existent, and I feel I\'m shrinking further and further inward and away from everyone and anything else. I know I need to get out of this badly, but I\'m not sure how.

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